i wanna go to jersey

i was feelin moody
but i have learned that i need to head back to my roots where my spirit can recharge. i feel i am gettin old so i gotta recharge my soul
i am going back to being my self
i can't live for no one else
i am going back home where i belong
zippin up my boots
goin back to my roots
back down to earth
goin back to find my self
i got my head turned around
and i found happiness was just a state a mind
i been stand in the rain i have been drenched with so much pain
tierd of being exposed to the elements
i am pickin up the pieces of me
going back to my family tree
i'am home ward bound i got my head turned around............................................
i have been livin in a world of fantasy
i'm goin back to reality
i'm zippin up my boots
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Coronas

omg

i have just talked to the most beautiful person i know
she still likes me
maybe i am not a bad person after all
i thought she would be real bourgeoisie and shit but she was real down to earth and has struggled with the same things i have had to deal with(childcare) granted she has had her families support love her for that she has a great marriage love her for that but she still seems like my friend from Jr. high wow how many times have i agonized over our relationship? I have never felt so close to woman as i have her. am i gay nay = i love the dick but she is one of those people i feel that my life is not complete with out
love you more than you know
fulltime mom

complex

why is life so complex for me? i have always asked for what i want and nothing more. Maybe that is the problem. It is a paradoxical but profoundly true and important principle of life that the most likely way to reach a goal is to be aiming not at that goal itself but at some more ambitious goal beyond it. - Arnold Toynbee I have always had a list of goals that i wanted to check off. But because i have so few checks is no ones problem but my own now if i can just start to believe and act on that thought i would be fine and today i consiously add one more to the list. AUTHOR TITLE DUNEYA BUT SPELLED IN ABARIC D